No Tears Came Today

Today started out good like most days, just being able to wake up and see another day made me thankful. On my way to work the weather was absolutely wonderful, business 40 however was a ridiculous mess. Construction was being done and to make a long story short I was at a complete stop when a man going 45mph rear ended me. I usually would fall apart and go into crying spell over a situation of this kind but I got out of my car calm, cool, and collected to make sure he was alright. Then proceeded to get back in my car and called Mama Sarah aka Momz, I told her what had happened and also told her there were no tears none at all. Her pleasant response was my little Super Model baby is growing up look at you, that was the best thing I could have heard all day. At that very moment I realized she was so right and couldn't have been more right about anything else. Although I am a 25 year old grown woman there are still moments of panic and frustration when I get to my breaking point. Somewhere in this passed year I guess I reached this peace within myself and I now know that frustration, panic, and nerves will get you nowhere. Today was another lesson and another one of God's ways of speaking to me, that showed me just how far I have come. I am thankful for every experience, battle, or test that has made me shed those tears of mine, that I normally would have shed in a moment of mere frustration like today. At this moment I am even more proud and grateful to say those tears did not come today, they were nowhere to be found. <3