My Heart's An Open Book

I am a private person especially when it comes to being in a relationship but there comes a time when you should let people know how you feel. The decision has been made I will let you know how I feel through writing it, then maybe you can truly understand the way my heart feels. Things haven't always been made clear on either one of our ends but I have tried to be completely honest with you about my feelings. For awhile I wasn't single and neither were you, I know I made it hard for you to be there, through some of my not so great relationship decisions. However, the past is the past for the both of us, and now more so than ever I want to let you know how I feel. If the opportunity ever presented itself for us to really talk about what's on our minds, then it would be a great time to discuss all the things that has taken place the last couple of years. I feel discouraged as of late because I have tried telling you how I feel but I think you tend to just tune me out, being that you probably feel like I may not mean what I say. So today my heart is an open book for you and it is being nothing but absolutely honest, as I am saying what it truly feels out loud. I happen to love you and I never stopped during the last couple of years, even if you think otherwise. I care about you and I want you to be happy no matter what the circumstances are. I know that words are nothing without actions but I need the chance to show and prove to you through my actions that I am honest with my feelings. Like I have said previously, you have had a part of my heart since we first met and nothing has changed that. I know it may be hard for you to accept these things that I am making public but there comes a time when everyone must be open to accept what they may not want to. In case you were wondering I really do love you and never have I stopped. <3