Even after you let go of some of the most hurtful things in your life they sometimes will come back. Disruptive, hurtful, and inconvenient all over again, they will be there whether you want them there or not. Two days ago the past came back to deliver some news that surprisingly shook me a little on the inside. The news came to much surprise but I thought back to something that a wise woman told me 8 months ago, and that was don't try to get revenge instead revenge will happen own its own. The news itself was actually a bit of revenge but it hurt a little too. A very prominent male friend in my life taught me lesson in a different way today, that was that I do care and even if I don't love the past anymore I can care. Caring about someone doesn't make me wrong nor does it make me love that person again. He also made those moments of chaos and confusion more understanding and peaceful as he always does, so I want to say thank you to him. After the past couple of days of mixed emotions that I have had and surprisingly a few calm conversations with the past, I realize that some things will remind you and teach you even after you let go of them. That's what they are supposed to do, those things will sneak up on you in memories over time because they show you the lessons that you have learned and just how far you have come. So with this being said a bad day is just a day and I will make tomorrow a better one. <3
SN:: Thanks to CM for your enlightenment in my moment of chaos.....And Aria singing that song oh how you made today a better one for me *ROADRUNNER*!
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