Could My Mistake Have Messed Up My Fate

The question that really exist is, did I make a mistake and mess up my fate? The catch 22 thing definitely does exist especially when you are dealing with whether or not you should be honest about how you feel. I feel as though if I say how I feel it will mess things up and if I don't say how I feel then it eventually mess things up, so either way things will be messed up. Though it may not be as complicated as I am making it to be, on the inside of me it is as complicated as it seems. If I would have just spoken how I felt, then at this very moment maybe I wouldn't be feeling as though me not saying anything was a mistake. We certainly can choose what our mouths say to other people but can we really choose how things will end up with those people as well. That's the hard part about life, friendships, and relationships our actions and emotions play a very important role on the outcome of these parts of our lives. We, however, can't choose when the beginning or ending to something will be only time can really determine that for us. Though it may have been a mistake for me to say how I feel it could have in turn been a mistake not sharing how I feel, but only time can truly tell. So maybe our mistakes is what make our fate and without them what would shape our lives. Perhaps if we never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love or be who we really are. After all I have learned seasons do change, people come into our lives for seasons and people leave just as quickly as they came. At the end of the day its comforting to know the ones you love and care for will always be in your heart and if your as lucky as I am a plane ride away too. <3