Missing Them

I miss people just like everyone else does, but it just so happens that my two best friends with whom I miss the most happen to not be at finger tip reach anymore. They aren't at the grasp of my want and I can't just go to there house for a visit to make me feel better. It has been a whole month since I seen Monique and was two months since I seen Heather last until this past week. Being without those two is like being without water when I'm thirsty, my mouth parched and feels exceptionally dry. They are the two most fresh breaths of air on days that seem like air just isn't sufficient and they give me sun light on the rainiest of my days. Who would have ever thought that I would have to be without them at this point in my life, when I had them both for so long. With missing them the not so happy days definitely seem like some of the longest days I'll ever have and on the happiest days they are still a phone call away and not a personal visit away. However, when I have either of them here life is exactly how its supposed to be and I don't have a care in the world. When both of them are gone or leave, I don't lose them all in one day, I lose them in pieces over time, kinda like how the sun stops shining from fall to winter. The thing I remember the most is there laughs and oh how I hate it when they leave after a visit and I can't hear it perfectly anymore. I am not completely empty because I still have them in my life and I feel so very lucky to be able to have them at all. Until next time my two bests I love the both of you like there is no tomorrow and miss you two terribly. <3
P.S.
Heather you totally made me want to pack my ish and go to New York with you, when you were home visiting this weekend. Hearing you talk about its potential, how you never want to live anywhere else, and how in love you are with the life of the city almost made me drop everything in my life here. Even though my life is quite lovely and has its own sex and the city aura, I almost wanted to find that potential there just like you have. I hated seeing you walk away and saying bye to you last night but there are plenty visits ahead to look forward to...<3